well it's starting to seem like an amazing idea.
all this stuff has happened in my life since i last posted, and i really cba to mention it all.
i'm so stressed out, and i just cant help thinking that the only way to escape it all is just to top myself.
then franky would realise what a dick he's being. and lee would as well, though he's no where near as much of a dick in the first place. maybe tom would realise as well, but i doubt it. then my friends would actually WANT to spend time with me. and my parents wouldn't be wishing i was perfect, they'd just be wishing i was still here.
it's the perfect solution, the only problem is that i dont want to give up. which i guess is a good thing, cause it makes it alot less likely that i'll actually kill myself, but it still feels like shit.
i was to get put back on anti-depressants, but i dont know if they'll do it. need to go see the doctor. desperately.
i've been ill for a week and a half now, and stressed out, depressed, having panic attacks, crying constantly, and having pointless arguments. anyway, i dont want to put any more, i'm gonna go to bed. (well i have been awake for a whole hour now...)
peace out.
this love, this hate - hollywood undead
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