well, a lot has happened.
cba to mention any of it.
the snow's over. thank god. was a bit fed up of falling over in front of people like a twat, and having to wear 3 pairs of socks.
i'm applying to work at tesco. my friend (well, a guy who fancies me) is gonna recommend me to his manager. if i do work there, it'll be good, cause it's 5 minutes from my house, and i can work as much as possible, and get loads of money, and be off my face all the time. good times :)
i'm actually really ill at the moment, which means i'm having time off school again, which is shit because i'm so far behind. but ah well, what can i fucking do about it?! i can barely move i'm so ill :/ i dont know what the hell happened. i've been like this since saturday evening.
i stayed round lee's on friday, woke up at about midday on saturday, went to the park with lee and got high, went back to his and watched tv, walked home and had another spliff even though i wasn't feeling too good. i fell asleep on my sofa and felt even more sick when i woke up, but lee and i had bought an 8th on friday night and there was about one spliff's worth left, so we met up again and had that. i then had a shit night sleep and woke up really early.
i felt like crap all sunday. i saw lee for a bit and that cheered me up, but i still felt sick. and my sunday night was bollocks.
was in bed by about 8. while texting lee and dave (tesco guy) before going to sleep, lee asked me out and i awkwardly said i'd rather just be seeing each other still, and dave told me he fancied me and apologised repeatedly for it. after sorting all that out, and ringing cara in tears telling her i couldn't meet up with her cause i felt so ill, i fell asleep around 8.30.
i then woke up at about midnight, and felt even worse, and also felt like it was morning (i thought it was for about half an hour). i then read my texts and had loads from lee, dave, and cara, so i stayed up and texted them til about 2.30, when i fell back asleep. when i woke up at 6 because of my alarm, i felt sick, tired, and pissed off, so i told my mum i wasn't going to school, and went back to sleep. i've spent the day on facebook, basically, so i'm in a bit of a shit mood. and i'm finally feeling up to smoking weed and i dont have any :(
oh well, i'm gonna stop complaining. and writing, cause i dunno what else to put.
i haven't posted in so long that i've sort of forgotten what's going on, so i cant exactly update, but nobody reads this anyway, so it's cool.
peace out. x
who makes you feel - dido
disenchanted [live] - my chemical romance
me & u - cassie
oh oh oh sexy vampire - fright ranger
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