11. catching up.

haven't written in AGES... well, a few days. lots has happened, and i just haven't felt like writing it all down.

update: tom's a dick. a complete dick.

wanna know the story? it's a pretty long one, starting last weekend... well, okay, since you insist...

basically, every day last weekend, we were supposed to be meeting up. and every evening, i just got blanked. there were actually a few excuses though, so i didn't mind too much. but we were supposed to be meeting up monday afternoon (the only time we'd have actually ever met up during the day instead of at night...), and instead, he blanked me all afternoon, and called me at about 9, saying "come out to the garages by your house. bring a tenner." i didn't really have the money, but i said "sure".

i went to meet him, and he told me the plan. i'd give him the £10, him and cameron (random kid he was with who i'd never met before) would go and get the weed while i waited at my house, then he'd call me when they were back, and i'd come out and we'd smoke it. i reluctantly handed over the tenner- when i'd asked him why i was paying for the lot (we were only getting a ten bit), he said he'd buy on friday to pay me back- and went home.

he called me about 10 minutes later and said "it's too last, we cant get it, i'm gonna go home." i was pissed off- he'd promised he wouldn't do that, but i just said, "fine, but only if we meet up now and you give me my money back." he hung up on me, then texted me saying "cant bbe, in the car already, on way home." i was quite pissed off, not that i really said much, but we agreed he'd give me the money back in school or after school the next day (tuesday).

i was off school on tuesday, but we were supposed to be meeting up after, but, what a suprise, he blanked me all day, until like midnight, when i got a "wua x" text. i asked why he hadn't come out to give me my money back, and he said "me and cameron got jacked, but i'll buy some on friday when i get money." now, i know that's a load of bullshit, cause my friend hanna told me that he'd been smoking a joint on the field before school with his ex on tuesday morning, so he obviously had bought weed. but i didn't mention that, i just said "i dont want weed, i want my money back." so he said he'd give it back on friday, and i said "fine, thanks." and... he's been blanking me since then. and he's been excluded from school. apparently he got a drug search...

and basically, i know he wont meet me tonight. i'm not stupid. just incredibly gullible... it sucks :(

and there's something else he did on monday in school that i really need to mention! but i'll post it in another post, cause i should really stop rambling for now...




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