well, life is good, isn't it?
i was annoyed earlier, cause i hardly seem to go out at the moment, just seem to sit in front of the computer/ lay in bed watching skins, all day. then a couple of mates i met through tom, keiran and jack, called for me and we went on an epic mission in the rain to find an open garage we could sit in to make a spliff. that was alright, though we were mostly just complaining about the cold the whole time. and by the time we found a decent, open garage to sit in, they both had to be home, so we just ground the bud, then put it back in the bag for another time. the thing that annoyed me was that i was telling them about tom stealing a tenner then ignoring me, after he'd asked me out, and then keiran told me that tom had been bragging to them about stealing my money, and taking the piss out of my name, and telling them that he was gonna shag me then dump me, THEN telling them that we'd fucked - which, no fucking chance mate. i couldn't help but get really upset, though it didn't hit me til i was sitting home alone on facebook yet again...
but i just went out and had a spliff, so i feel much better now. this wasn't as much an angry rant as it usually would be, cause i'm really chilled out now, it's just me keeping you up to date, so i dont have to ramble on about it at a later date before i can say something else.
i cant think of anything else i need to update you with at the moment, except that lee hasn't texted me for a day and a half now, so i'm thinking he might just turn out to be a dick yet. woo. i know that's a bit presumptuous, but i'm just waiting for him to turn out a wanker, and i want it to be sooner, rather than later, when i've fucked him and got all attached...
oh, and there's something else as well. wow, i'm on a roll today, i keep expecting to have forgotten what i'm saying halfway through a sentance, but this seems to be going okay. it's alot easier when you can read back over what you're saying. anyway, the something esle was, i have to get up at 5.30 tomorrow, because my dad's picking me and my mum up to drive us to the police station in oxford for my caution. it's going to be really awkward in the car, as my mum gets really travelsick when she sits in the back of cars, so she'll have to sit next to my dad, which i'm actually more worried about than the actual caution. you see, my parents HATE each other. it'll be horrible. and we have to be there by 8AM, so my dads picking us up between 7AM and 7.15, which means i'm giving myself an hour and a half to get ready... great, so i'll look even more shit than usual while getting told off by the police.
i know i sound really ranty, but i'm not bothered about any of this at all right now. and this, ladies and gentlemen, is the perfection of life that is, weed. i think i'm overdoing it a bit at the moment, because i'm smoking it every day just to have a good time, but i'm having such a crap time in general at the moment, that i just need a pick-me-up. i know some people think of this as a bad thing, that drugs make you forget all the crap and take you out of reality a little bit- i mean, that's the attraction of heroin and shit, isn't it?- but really, nothing bad can come of it. weed doesn't have a physical addiction, and you cant OD on it, so whats the problem with getting temporarily a bit hooked on it? and i know that druggies say 'temporarily' and it means fuck all, but with me it's different (i know that's a cliche too), because i know if i had to go without it, due to lack of funds, i wouldn't have a massive problem. and if i ever needed to stop, i know i could. i'm the same with cigarettes. i honestly just dont thinki i have an addictive personality. i know this all sounds a load of addict bullshit, but it's the truth, and if i have anywhere to be truthful other than my thoughts, it's a blog in the middle of cyberspace that nobody that knows me knows about, so i'm just coming out with what's in my head, to be honest.
i know that for the most of this post, it's ramblings and gibberish, and i look forward to reading it when sober, so thanks for reading (that way if anybody does actually ever read this, they'll know it's appreciated.) wow. gotta stop babbling. anyway, peace out. x
everything - p money
get sexy - the sugababes
falling - agent x feat. mutya and ultra
work - the saturdays
confusion girl (shame shame shame) - frankmusik feat. tinchy stryder
this time - dj antoine
all or nothing - n-force
sunchyme 09 - dario g
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