13. life.

it's probably a good thing that nobody i know (or anybody i dont know, for that matter...) reads my blog. it's bloody weird, and i only skim-read a couple of posts...

anyway, last night sucked a bit. went to my dads at about 5, and then walked round the shop. talked to a couple of toms (and his ex's) mates from the smokers crowd at school. chatted with them for a bit, they were going on about how much of a dickhead tom is (i was agreeing obviously), then i left. while walking home, i called tom with my number on withheld, and he picked up. i asked if he was still coming out, and he said he was, and that of course i'd get my money back, and that he was at his nans, but he'd be coming back to my town at about 9.

i went out with lee for a bit, which was okay. then i went home and was bored til about 9.30. i called tom again, and all i got was this:

me: hey, it's meg.
tom: safe.
me: you in ______ yet?
tom: no.
me: do you know when you'll get here?
tom: dunno.

then he hung up on me.

so yeah, haven't spoken to him since then. there's not much i can do. if i text him or talk to him online, he can just ignore he and blame it on the technology. if i ring him, he doesn't answer, unless it's on withheld. and we're off school for a couple weeks now, so i wont even see him in school, so this SUCKS. why cant he just not be a dick to me? i dont get it- a couple weeks ago, he was texting me non-stop, always wanting to meet up, wanting me to stay round his, and now suddenly he's stealing money off me, ignoring me, and showing his pic of me to everyone.

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anyway, enough about that. enough about everything, actually, cause i cant write any more.
i have no plans today, which is probably why i'm in a suckish mood, so if i keep ranting, i'm just gonna get more down.


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