i've had the most boring afternoon of my life, so i'm in a well bad mood. i was supposed to be meeting up with tom, but there's a youth bus that goes round the town where i live, and he always goes on it on thursdays and some fridays, so in the end, we didn't meet up. then i was supposed to be meeting up with ollie, but when i texted him "okay, where do you wanna meet?" he just didn't reply. for like 2 hours. so i decided i needed some fresh air... okay, a fag. so i walked round the shop (the youth bus parks outside it) and as i was standing outside the shop finishing off my cigarette, i heard "MEGAN!" and looked over to see keiran (toms mate, he's quite nice, and very short) and tom and some other kid having a fag outside the bus. i walked over, got a quick "hey", then got ignored completely for like 5 minutes while they chatted shit and took the piss out of each other. then tom just went back in the bus, i didn't even get a goodbye. i was left standing with keiran. i then just went "right, i'm goin to the shop", and walked off. dont even remember if anyone said bye. the only thing tom said to me the whole time was "you still staying round on friday?"
i said to my friend on the phone, as i was on my way home, if he wants to get on me, he's gonna at least ACT like he gives a shit about me... then she responded with "not really, i mean, you're still staying round his tomorrow. it's just gonna be you and him, and you have a condom in your bag, and you're both gonna be stoned. you're obviously gonna be fucking him." i didn't really have a response, except "yeah, good point. shit." what is it that makes all girls fall for dickheads?!
maybe it's just that all guys are dickheads, so we dont really have a choice. the very few guys that are actually decent are either bloody asexual, or with girls who SO dont deserve them.
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great, tom just texted me saying this:
"u myte nt be able to sleep at myne bbe soRRY MX MUM IS BEING HARSH X X"
i just texted back "nw :P xx" and got a "lol x" back.
well, i suppose that gets me out of making a mistake.
for a day or two, anyway.
last night, we were texting, and he was telling me that he's shagged 5 people. and that out of our year, the people he'd shag are me and jade. jade being like the prettiest, slaggiest girl in our year. and he said he'd rather fuck me. so, woo, feeling rather honored to be in jades league.
...the sad thing is that that wasn't sarcastic...
anyway, what kind of dickhead tells the girl he's trying to go out with that he wants to shag somebody else?! what happened to the time when guys at very least LIED to make girls like them?! instead of just openly being dickheads.
oh well. i should stop complaining. really, i should. but i've had a shitty afternoon, and i cant seem to shake this bad mood. that's what guys do to you, i guess. not that girls are any better. anyway, COMPLAINING OVER :) i should probably go now, mainly cause i just wrote the longest post ever, and i try to keep my posts short so that even though they're boring as fuck, they're easy to read. so, bye, peace out. x
diamond rings - chipmunk feat. emeli sande
not fair - lily allen
mama do (uh oh uh oh) - pixie lott
please dont leave me - pink
untouched - the veronicas
waking up in vegas - katy perry
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