December 22, 2009

16. missing the ex...

i really miss franky.
he's the guy i broke up with the other week.

it's not that i miss him specifically, i dont think. i just miss having somebody to cuddle up to when things went wrong, and who always cared so much :( i just cant seem to stop crying at the moment, and i know that none of the guys in my life would, or could ever care as much as he used to care. he was so wrong for me, and i never liked him any where near as much as he liked me. it was a rare case of it actually being "best for him" if we broke up, even if he doesn't/didn't see it. but now i'm feeling sorry for myself, little old me all on my own, which is rediculous, because it's all my fault, and because i still think i made the right decision...

anyway, just really needed to whine for a bit, and i've done just that, so i'm gonna go and watch scrubs, cause it'll stop me crying, hopefully :) then again, i might just listen to some happy music instead of depressing shit...
anyway, peace out. x



i miss you - incubus
always attract - you me at six
ghosts - laura marling

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